Solitude Is Safer Lyrics

Do you see the pain in my fucking eyes

Do you feel the blood in my fucking heart

I've seen the black hole in the backside of your skull

I've seen the burn marks in the backseat of your car

I fucking hate the way you talk to me

I wait for an apology

I'll say it doesn't bother me

And you will just keep leaving me

I'd like to think I'm not scared of you

I did all that you told me to

Cause part of me knows I deserve this

I saw the pistol that you keep beside your bed

I feel the bullet hole coursing through my head

I see the black holes in the center of your eyes

I know the poisoned well that lies between your thighs

I'll fucking kill you in your sleep and then

I'll off myself next cause it's

All that I can to to stop

The voices in my head

And I don't want to make love to you

And after all you made me do

Just leave us alone we deserve this

Why can't you read between the lines

Deep inside of me I want you to die

I could never forgive you my queen

I could never forgive the woman of my dreams

I've seen the dead eyes

I've seen the dead eyes

I know the honey pot is taxing to my heart

I know the field of thieves is detrimental art

And I walked through the looking glass to find

The man that I once was

Searching for the reasons why

I cannot fight for this cause

I'd like to think I'm not scared of you

But after all you put me through

My solitude is safer