Fuck My Life Lyrics

Should I pretend, sound like I care?

Don't give me your sinister stare

The universe seems not to care for me

Failure is my closest friend

Can't wait to see this bullshit end

Will I ever find a place to be in?

My focus is all gone

My mistakes can't be undone

Is there a reason to keep going on?

Why even bother

Fighting for so long?

Thought it'd be over

When I ran as far as I could go

Can't let my past take over

Even though I'm craving closure

I fight myself all over

Time after time

Fuck my life

Mistakes I made in fear of loss

Have led me to collision course

I finally got to see what I've become

My actions weren't clear to me

I ran away in shame and fear

It's time to face the consequences now

We've been friends for so long

But you can't trust me anymore

There is no single way it won't go wrong

All fault is on my side

Seems I truly lost my mind

It took me years to see I was so blind

Why even bother

(Fuck my life)

Fighting for so long?

Thought it'd be over

(Fuck my life)

When I ran as far as I could go

Can't let my past take over

Even though I'm craving closure

I fight myself all over

Time after time

Fuck my life

Stop giving me a chance

Can't you see I am no friend?

I hurt all those I love, it has to end

Why should you forgive?

It seems I failed you on repeat

It's so much easier to accept defeat

So why even bother

Fighting for what we had?

I know it's over

It's too late to bring it back

I can't promise you

It will all get better soon

I fight myself still too

But am I still here?

Am I alive?

Fuck my life