BRAIN MATTER ft. Zane Lyrics

These type of insecurities keep me up at night Cause I ain't givin' everything I got

But everything I got wasn't givin' So baby, please just give me time

For real, yeah, yeah I mean, I mean they did give a lot to me

I don't mean to seem ungrateful But certain things I went through

I should've never had to see at all Yeah, yeah, yeah

And at the drop of the ball, who would you call when down

Smile wiped away, I frowned and drowned in sorrow

Of this pen, ink's my only friend As I get close to the pencil lead

I see fragments of brain matter on pages I don't think matter no more

Oh, shit won't matter in a few days I can name a few ways that they done switched up

I give like no fucks put lead to your head It's a stick up the jigs up

Da da da da da Da da da da da

Who can you call when you down and out? I don't wanna lose it all, stuck up in this drought

Steady fighting, demons what the fuck this shit about And I can't find the meaning, got some shit to figure out

Trying to figure it out All these voices, all these choices, I can't picture the route

All this poison, these endorphins, I'm endorsing the sound

And there's a portion of me stuck on the ground, yeah Wishing I could fly away

All my vices, I'm enticed with thought that never see the light of day

Stuck inside my mind and I can't find the escape And I been trapped inside these lines without a fight to take

I bet I find it if it's there, I bet I find a way to care

If all my reasons and my demons made alike then I'm scared

I'm seeing pieces of myself that I keep secret though

I seem indecent, see in threes when all my secrets flow

Tell me what you see in me, I don't know I'll be where my reason leaves, I be thrown

Like I ain't got no heater, baby, I be cold, I've been in between what I want and what I know

Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

Yeah, these type of insecurities keep me up at night

Cause I ain't giving everything I got

But everything I got wasn't given

So baby please just give me time

For real, yeah, yeah

I can't feel when I'm wasted, yeah

I can't feel when I'm chasing you

Stuck up on the run, got me jumping through the roof