Paranoid Hallucinations Lyrics

I've been with the wind again, baby

Paranoid hallucinations, baby, these ain't close to lucid

And I know they tryna kill me, but I'm gon' aim my gun at Cupid

Cause he the one who blinded me with love, and I was foolish

More like a demon, though, cause he the reason I've been going through it

I don't much know how to love

I don't understand this trust

Baby, I'm not very stable, I done grew up with all them thugs

Hard body from out the mud

running up a fucking muck

Selling drugs and shooting slugs, going to jail' mane just because

And I know that it's hard, and I know that you're scarred

And I know, yes, I know, baby, I got a heart

But I'm cold and alone, and I'm all in the dark

You don't know what I know, you ain't dealt with my part, oh

I'm doing my best for you, but it's hard on me

You gotta see that, uh-huh

I'm trying to tell you the truth, but you don't listen for shit

And don't believe that, no, no, no

Paranoid hallucinations, baby, these ain't close to lucid

And I know they tryna kill me, but I'm gon' aim my gun at Cupid

Cause he the one who blinded me with love, and I was foolish

More like a demon, though, cause he the reason I've been going through it

Yeah, Cupid, that's my enemy, consider us both rivals

I ain't worried about him, though, cause I'm fasho going to yank his title

You told me you finna drive off of a bridge, you suicidal

My love worse than any drug, and you need it for your survival, uh

And I can say I know how that feels, when you just stuck standing still

And everything gets too real

And you don't know what to do, feeling the way that you feel

And you don't know where to go, cause you got nobody here, uh

I know how you feeling, I know you're trying to conceal it

But baby, what is the issue

I know you've been dealing with problems stacked to the ceiling

But that don't mean I don't miss you