Goin Thru Depression Lyrics

I been goin thru depression

Za to help me when im stressing

Told my self I should stop smoking

But right now I cannot help it

Said im numb but I had felt it

All them cards dat I had dealt with

Shawty seen me bout to crash

And told me I cant block my blessings

Grandma told me be your self

You dont need nobody else

Your the only that can save me

So I start putting ass to belt

And I did this wit no help

All alone up in my cell

Tryna make my way to heaven

I was sitting down in hell

Tryna make it to the top

Tryna make it off that block

If I die before

I reach it they gon tell me that I flopped

So I dont care how you talk

Disrespect we could take that walk And i gotta make it home

So I be quick to let it pop

Riding round wit felonies

Bought a brand new strap

In the kitchen w the recipe

We dont do no cap

I feel like the lord be testing me

One wrong move its wraps

Pray these drugs dont get the best of Me, cant go out like that

Cant go out like that (nah)

I been goin thru depression

Exotic

Help me when im stressing

Told my self I should stop smoking

But rn I cannot help it

Said im numb but I had felt it

All them cards dat I had dealt with

Shawty seen me bout to crash and Told Me

I cant block my blessing

Grandma told me be your self

You don't need nobody else

You tho only that can save me

So I start putting ass to belt

And I did this wit no help

All alone up in my cell

Tryna make my way to heaven

I was sitting down in hell