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I'm so sorry, sorry

This world hates me, hates me

All these voices, take up space when

I don't need them, what's the point when

I'm back to square one

I guess I wasn't truthful, to myself or the plethora of people

Saying lies to make up for the dreadful mistakes and I can't make it up, no

Thought I had it all planned out, A-Z I should've gone over

I was told to be like their favourite people, evergreen in every season

Why do I feel so defeated, why don't I have it all

Why do I feel so lost when, I have to start it all

I feel like I've been so wasted, when I think about things that I've done

I keep failing my mission, don't wanna start from square one

Been 30 days of being hollow

I messed up and was told I had to swallow

My pride if I really want a tomorrow

Would you see me as less of a man

If I end up having to follow

I want their trust and respect though

Broken but I'm hoping you'd come through

One step at a time

But I can't see the finish line

One step at a time

But I can't see the finish line

Why do I feel so defeated, why don't I have it all

Why do I feel so lost when, I have to start it all

I feel like I've been so wasted, when I think about things that I've done

I keep failing my mission, don't wanna start from square one

Why do I feel so defeated, why don't I have it all

Why do I feel so lost when, I have to start it all

I feel like I've been so wasted, when I think about things that I've done

I keep failing my mission, don't wanna start from square one

Don't wanna start from square one