elusive dream Lyrics

I haven't thought about you in a year

But I don't know why today I got the urge

To scroll through all your texts

The "I love yous" and "you're the best"

We planned our lives right down to a T

We spent the nights dreaming of our city dreams

But maybe love was weaker than the jealousy

Maybe all of this was meant to be

Laughing in the dark

Music turning up

Smiling through your eyes

Sky turning red

With you inside my head

Endless with you was time

So much for forever

You slipped through my fingers

Falling apart at the seams

You're just my elusive dream

So much for forever

I thought I would do better

With you, but now I finally realise

Forever's just a beautiful disguise

Blasting music till the walls came down

Wearing our pajamas inside out

Never thought I'd ever feel this blue

Lying dead inside my empty room

Laughing in the dark

Music turning up

Smiling through your eyes

Sky turning red

With you inside my head

Endless with you was time

So much for forever

You slipped through my fingers

Falling apart at the seams

You're just my elusive dream

So much for forever

I thought I would do better

With you, but now I finally realise

Forever's just a beautiful disguise

Strangers again

Forgetting our names

And the quotes from books we memorised

Always the same

Just like the rain

In November, coming and going as it likes

So much for forever

I thought I would do better

With you, but now I finally realise

Forever's just a beautiful disguise