THEOLDESTSOUL Lyrics

And I find myself awake in a coffin

I'm scratching the surface

I'm yearning for purpose

I'm often searching for reasons to give up on all this

20 revolvers

19 are aimed at my torso

The other are caught between my ojos

My efforts to pull it together were so so

Blaow

Burgundy stain on the cold snow

I'm a sucker for imagery

Dark nights and headlights on a dusty road

Your favorite rapper in the trunk of my Civic

But I act so civil you would never know

I'm a serial killer

Bury the hatchet cause a grudge is evidence

It's evident you standard

Got your hand on the stick shift

Kinda get bored rap

Let it fade away in the distance

I'm past venting friendly behavior

From fakest of neighbors

Talk me up but root against the remainder

Of the time I have left in the danger zone

When things change it's the strangest occurrence

I just sit back soak it in

Blunt burning

Similar to the heart of a young person

With passion so large and no safety net

I'm on a trapeze swinging

And you can be a bystander for a minimal fee

So scared if I slip they'll just know me

As a kid with a name in a picture on the CD

Nothing comforts me

So stop telling me to be easy

The back of my head hasn't hit a bed

Since I've been spitting these freebies

Believe me I don't wanna be 40 living this measly

I just lost my damn mind

Suitcase full of old clothes

I done took too many trips to ever find my way home

I wonder if my angels proud

Or maybe they ain't there at all

Empty space and ceiling walls

Pray to me because I am

Pray pray pray to me because I am

In this instant

Your field of vision yields mine

Your inhibitions fade away as we pass each line

Come follow me and come find your way

It gets a little crucial when your peers ain't really useful

And you're having trouble looking for a smiling face

Footprints on my shoulders

I'm just trying to hold us up above in the deep end

What if we all just dreaming

Imagine this is your movie

These are your scenes

And everybody's an extra

You the star look at you gleaming

They shit they can tell us

We painting pictures on mirrors

That's the artist within us

Make sure they'll never forget us

We're on the brink of progression

So close I could feel it

What's on the tip of my tongue

Destroy the world and rebuild it

And honestly

I've never been more scared in my life

The potential of power

The minutes the seconds the hours

The menace inside me devours the cowards

Who traded their voice for a chain and a lock

That's attached to a box

And inside is a waste of the talent they sought

And I came and I saw I found

Took that shit made it ours

I'm you

You are me

We are God

I just lost my damn mind

Suitcase full of old clothes

I done took too many trips to ever find my way home

I wonder if my angels proud

Or maybe they ain't there at all

Empty space and ceiling walls

Pray to me because I am

Pray pray pray to me because I am ___