LAKELINDSEY Lyrics

(If we could let go of everything all the emotion and shit and all the pain)

(If we could let go of everything)

(If we could let go of everything and start from the beginning would you do it any)

Uh if we could let go of everything and start from the beginning

Would you do it any different than we did the first time?

(Tell me how often you think about your first time?)

(I was in a bathroom with a girl I barely liked)

She said her parents might be home

We had to be quiet cause we wasn't in this house alone

(Shh don't make a sound)

(Don't be too intimate don't be too loud don't be too)

Uh and I don't think I ever said loved you

I don't even think we kissed very much

I don't even think we touched very much

I just think I slipped the condom on and we- damn

(Her experience was bigger than mine)

(And I know that she didn't love me alright)

(And I know that she had other guys)

And I know

We didn't turn the lights down it was bright in there

Past her shoulders she had black hair

She ain't take her clothes off they was all there

I ain't really say much kept my mouth shut

And I ain't really know much past what it was

And I ain't really know her neither did I trust

(But it was me that had us in that room)

(It was me telling her I wanted you damn)

Marble skin she was sitting on the marble counter

Dim lights then she went and wrapped her legs around me

Feel like nothing wasn't fitting right

She said boy sit down and we could do it right

(And I ain't know what to say I didn't make a sound)

(I just listened what she told me though I wasn't proud)

I saw her face show pain when she sat up on me

For some reason inside yeah that made me proud

(She said boy take it slow it kind of hurts right now)

(Then slowly she start to let her whole weight down)

I remember how her face looked on top of me

I remember all that cold ass toilet seat

On my back and I couldn't even feel a thing

Cause how she felt was so warm to me

(And everything in me wanted more)

Claws in her back give me more give me more

I don't know if it was the weed I wasn't thinking straight

And I don't know if it was love but it was give and take

(And everytime I seen her know I wanted something from her)

(Begging for her got to get it from her)

Oh no everything go wrong she saying that it hurts

She saying that she got to stop cause it can't work

(She hopped up off but she told me she would finish things)

(I stood up and she finished things)

The way she always felt she was good at it

Felt like comfort it was good for me

(I ain't know much about Union City)

(Two decker bus on the way home)

(Two different Barts on the way home)

(One empty phone on the way home)

Yea on empty stomach on the way home

On a empty soul on the way home

Damn

On a empty stomach on the way home

On a empty soul on the way home