purpose Lyrics

Fingers flipping through memories, man and it seems

Back when I had no problems, the boy had everything

Next to me, in the clique with confidence

A place in life where I knew that I could be anything

But this weight on my chest started to change and progress

Towards a fate where I just threw away my success

Searching for the perfect life with no stress

Start to change every aspect of jax to perfection

Start obsessing over what I could be

And not what i was then, getting rid of self esteem

Feeling i'm above them currently I now can see

How my mind had twisted everything that was around me

Going in a loop where I rebuilt this life a thousand times

Now that I feel empty I remember what it's like

Knowing all the steps but feeling like I'm lost

I keep walking round again how am I going to stop

What's my purpose, am I worth it

Spit these verses, learning bout my curses

Living out my life living in a circus

living out my life living in a circus

Need to focus living like i'm chosen

I can't stay in this BS, it's bogus

Living out my life, living in a circus

Living out my life, man i got a purpose

What's my purpose

Trying to deliver on instrumentals

I feel worthless

Searching for ways I can bring this better

Just a cycle, a routine

Finding these loose strings

Everywhere in my life almost like we sewing

A glance from the reaper cause you reap what you sow

My destruction comes from self if i don't reach to these goals

See these clowns poking my nose, they be messing with me

Haters putting coal in my engine, for a second let's see

How well I lock in from the hate

I was close to tears honest I could break, aye

One of my fears is leaving life so selfishly

Life is hell to me

But I ain't going to give up yet until I get respect from Cs

Back up to Ms cause I'm rapping with all I got

Actions on deck, finna find what I need

Off rip I will take myself to the stage

And rap my heart to pieces until I'm deep in the grave

What's my purpose, am I worth it

Spit these verses, learning bout my curses

Living out my life living in a circus

living out my life living in a circus

Need to focus living like i'm chosen

I can't stay in this BS, it's bogus

Living out my life, living in a circus

Living out my life, man i got a purpose