Onwards and Upwards ft. Breece St. Clair Lyrics

The doctor says I'm going through it

But what the hell do they know

When someone says that I can't do it

I go and give 'em all a show

When they say I might not manage

I'll make them understand

They think their words can do some damage

I'll show them who I am

But when I wake up feeling weaker

It's driving me insane

Time is money, mine is cheaper

Cuts me deeper, yeah

I know all the pieces of my body

Why do they fail me now

The thought of tomorrow's getting foggy

And who's there to blame

And where do I aim to go now

I thought the clock would never run out

Now time has turned to dust

But seeing it now, I could manage

The punishment for us

I see the paintings that we made

Of you and me combined

So rest your aching bones around me

Won't let the fates decide

I just keep praying that you were staying

And it was I that had to go

Reverse the judgement, show me the purpose

Tell me the reason so I know

Why is the future so uncertain

We played by all the rules

Watching the people we grew in to

Who we could have been

What more is there to give up

Empty mirrors conquering me

What's the point of surviving defeat

Losing power, losing faculty

What's the point if life is defeat

I might be broken but not abandoned

(Hungry but it's still full)

Running to seed, but firmly planted

(Leaving still finds a way)

Take all my sun and all my shadows

Something's left behind

(Change comes, our love still stays)

Somebody somewhere sees a ripple

I know it's okay

The waves left behind me still grow