Bad Habits Lyrics

Even though I fall to them, that's the way it goes

Bad habits been pulling me, deep into a hole

I can't escape them every time, that's the way it goes

Even though I'm falling, not hiding from my lows

When my alarm ringing, I'm hitting snooze for the day

Type a code in my phone, like what's the news for the day?

Ignore everybody, that check in, asking how I'm doing

If I told them how I really was, that would be a nuisance

The truth is, I'm a bit of a mess

Monday through Friday, never getting my rest

Really stretching and pushing my mental health to a test

I tell myself that it's normal and I'll just never confess

I digress, unwind, I'll be fine by the week's end

U-shaped smile, always been able to pretend

Party till two, mind spinning by the night's end

Wake up feeling like shit, ordering my lunch in

Puffing nicotine like the air that I breathe

Substances holding me, I can't stay on my feet

Start to wonder if this a condition that I can treat

The only cure that can help me is being honest with me, so

Even though I fall to them, that's the way it goes

Bad habits been pulling me, deep into a hole

I try but can't escape them all, that's the way it goes

Even though I'm falling, not hiding from my lows

I've come to terms with it, but not with anything else

In my head like it's purgatory, I keep to myself

Mixed judgments about all of the people I know

It's nothing personal, I'm sorry that I've been on the low

My inbox all read, not a single reply

Should I smoke or take a shot first? I cannot decide

Should I pop me a focus candy and widen my eyes

These are all the things that you only start to despise

I might lie, might ghost so close to a deep end

Focusing on all the wrong things, need a reset

Canceling my plans last minute

Sorry, feeling down

You're better off without me

And probably shouldn't be around me in this state

When I'm feeling this way, there's a negative energy and a subtle decay

I start to wonder if this a condition that I can treat

The only cure that I found is being honest with me, I say

Even though I fall to them, that's the way it goes

Bad habits been pulling me deep into a hole

I try but can't escape them all, that's the way it goes

Even though I'm falling, Not hiding from my lows

Even though I'm falling

Maybe it's my calling

Even though I'm falling

I can't escape it every time, Not hiding from my lows

Not hiding from my lows

Not hiding from my lows

Not hiding from my lows

Not hiding from my lows