Bottom of My Heart Lyrics

(No oh oh I, yuh)

(Oh I oh I yuh)

Yuh yuh

From the bottom of my

Yuh

From the bottom of my heart, I feel shame

I really fuckin wish that I could tell you it was fake

I'm grieving my whole life cause no, nothing ain't the same

It's hard to find love when you focused on pain

I really need a change yeah, need a change (No I!)

I'm haunted by my memories like every single day

I'm praying for my blessings, but they always seem so late (lately)

Rotting in this trauma makes it hard to turn the page, no

(Yuh yuh)

I wish that I was dreaming

I really wish that

Then maybe all these feelings wouldn't feel like that

All this sad shit ain't appealing, it's really all a trap

I'm tired of all this grieving, it feel like death

I see the same thing, it's over (yuh)

I just seen yo face, it's a trigger

Walk the same street with a different liquor (yuh)

Fuck the same bitch with a different figure

When I looked up in the mirror, I ain't see my face

Was like a fuckin million dollars worth of tragedy

And to be honest, it's been awhile since I been proud of me

And I been leaning on some shit that I just shouldn't be

Somewhere (where)

'Tween the (yuh)

High and (high)

Low (low)

Found my (god damn)

Self (woah)

Lower (woah)

Than low

Through all that I been through, I'm still here for reasons beyond the fame

Till they say my name

From the bottom of my heart, I feel shame

I really fuckin wish that I could tell you it was fake

I'm grieving my whole life cause no, nothing ain't the same

It's hard to find love when you focused on pain

I really need a change yeah, need a change

I'm haunted by my memories like every single day

I'm praying for my blessings, but they always seem so late (lately)

Rotting in this trauma makes it hard to turn the page, no

(Yuh yuh)

Through all that I been through, I'm still here for reasons beyond the fame

Till they say my name

Don't start with me Gaitán