Never Wanted It Lyrics

I never wanted it to be

I never wanted it to be like that

I never wanted it to be

I never wanted it to be like that

Sometimes my brain is broke

I know you feel it too

A thing we never spoke

But your silence tells the truth

The right words make me choke

The wrong ones push right through

Man, I wish it was a joke

Wish I knew what I could do

But I don't

And I can't

So I won't

Let me rant

I never wanted it to be

I never wanted it to be like that

I never wanted it to be

I never wanted it to be like that

Sometimes I cry all night

Sometimes I just feel numb

Sometimes I feel too smart

Sometimes I feel so dumb

I think back to our time

I remember every word

I run them back again, again

Even ones I never heard

But I don't

And I can't

So I won't

Let me rant

I never wanted it to be

I never wanted it to be like that

I never wanted it to be

I never wanted it to be like that

My reflection

Staring back at me

No direction

Losing track of me

In sections

Still more cracks I see

A collection

Of backs turned to me

I need to wake up

But I can't

And I don't

Wanna rant

So I won't

I never wanted it to be

I never wanted it to be like that

I never wanted it to be

I never wanted it to be like that

I never wanted it to be

I never wanted it to be like that

I never wanted it to be

I never wanted it to be like that

I never wanted it

To be

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