Slave to the Pain Lyrics

I keep fallin' for the lies, every time it's the same

Thought I'd learn from the ashes, but I'm stuck in the flame

There's never enough time, it's a dangerous game

Like I'm searchin' for the hurt, but I'm already in pain

Her touch is a venom, got my soul intertwined

It's a habit, I'm trapped in the madness, confined

Poison in disguise, but I've always been blind

A nightmare on repeat like I'm losin' my mind

I know it's wrong, but I crave the collision

Like I'm locked in a cell, a self-made prison

Love turned to a war, now I'm hooked on the tension

I should break away, but I'm stuck in submission

All the red flags, I ignored all the signs

Now I'm chained to the pain, it's forever all mine

It's a twisted conviction, I'm alive in the crime

Guess I'm drawn to the darkness every single time

Slave to the pain, I can't escape

Locked inside this twisted fate

Fallin' for the fire, drawn to hate

Why do I let love suffocate

I'm a slave to the pain, every day

Can't break me free, can't find my way

Try and burn me down, I'll still remain

Chase away the storm but still it rains

Caught up in a cycle, I keep runnin' in circles

Thought she was an angel, but she's twisted and hurtful

Wrapped in her chains, now I'm feelin' the burden

I have to break away, get this weight off my shoulder

I'll never escape, pain's the only thing I know

I've been lost in the pull so long I can't let it go

Stuck in a hurricane, but I walk in the storm

Addicted to the pain, it's become the norm

Why do I chase what I know's gonna kill me

Find comfort in the chaos, I've lost my sanity

A prisoner to the thrill, eyes wide shut

No matter how I try I'll never make the cut

Eyes wide open, as I walk through the flames

Like a moth drawn in, why do I play these games

Lies got me blinded and tied down in chains

The rush it gives keeps me a slave to the pain

Slave to the pain, I can't escape

Locked inside this twisted fate

Fallin' for the fire, drawn to hate

Why do I let love suffocate

I'm a Slave to the pain, every day

Can't break free, can't find my way

Burn me down, I'll still remain

Why do I chase the storm and rain

Sick obsession, I'm a fiend for the hurt

I know it's a curse, but I still make it work

Love is a weapon, and I'm friends with the blade

Let it slice through my soul, let it darken the shade

Slave to the pain, I don't run from the heat

I just bathe in the flames, let it burn underneath

Twisted affliction, and I feed on the thrill

I'm addicted to the danger, I'm obsessed with the kill

Maybe it's fear, maybe it's comfort in the madness

Maybe I'm stuck in a loop of this sadness

I know it's all broken, but it's all that I know

I keep chasin' the pain, never lettin' it go

Slave to the damage, it makes me feel alive

But I'm drownin' in the flames every time I survive

Maybe I'm a fool, but I thrive in the pain

Slave to the hurt, 'til it drives me insane