Curtains Closed Lyrics

A waste of 4 years with you

A waste of countless minutes

Leading me on,

knowing I wanted more

But I should've opened my eyes

and when I did I shut the door

(Oh woah oh)

35 thousand hours

Half of them spent crying in the shower

Dripping down my face

It looks like I've won last place

It's not done it's never over

I thought tonight I'd surely stay sober

But now I can't even leave

Don't be running back to me

But you played along

You sang my song

You sang it to me

But you played it wrong

For to long

Now lets see

The curtains closed on you

I've never wanted something new

But my worlds collided with you

And I've lost something I never wanted to lose

But you pushed me to the edge

Seconds I should've never left

But what was I supposed to do

Now the curtains closed on you

Now the curtains closed on you

What did you expect me to do

The curtains closed on you

You couldn't smile, Toxic masculinity

But didn't care when you were alone with me

Touching me, left me wanting more

But I'm falling down to the floor

I have no one to support me anymore

Like a child, Immature

I never wanted you to leave

But you stabbed me it cut deep

And you played along

You played my song

You sang it to me

But you played it wrong

For too long

I think it's time to see

Just what it did to me

I'll be the judge for sure

It's your turn to be on the floor

The curtains closed tonight

When all you try to do is fight

When they are looking, why play hookie

Did you think that you could keep me

Well I'm not your pawn go find a new one

Don't be standing in front of me

You need to go, I think you should

Cause now the curtains closed for good

The curtains are closed for good

And you're on the outside

Some truths you just can't hide

You can't change up your motives

Thinking I wouldn't notice

But I can see you looking at me

Are you down do you feel defeated

Cause now that you left I feel completed

Now I'll play along

Take back my song

And I'll keep it for me

What the fuck is love supposed to be

The curtains closed on me now

No you're not getting behind it somehow

I've took it back, my heart you stabbed

And this time I vow

I won't let a man choose my plan

Cause now the curtains closed

And It's who I am