Never Win Lyrics

I don't know if love is free, so I don't want you to live for me, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

I don't know if love is free, so I don't want you to live for me, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

Race against time, but I keep going, knowing that I'll never win

I keep trying to let it go, but it won't blow with this wind

So I ride away my tears, I make a million with this pen

Let the mic be my friend, cause that's all I got

I can see us all, I can see us all at the top

They just wanna see me fall, but I came too far to lose my spot

I done cried a river, ain't nobody came to help me out

I was dropping all that music, ain't nobody hear me out

But they saw the numbers, so they feel me now

Niggas I ain't never knew, saying they wanna kill me now

They said I ain't speak up, whole time I was screaming out

Whole time I was leaving out, I was doing shit I shouldn't have did

I was tripping off a bitch, I almost had a kid with someone else

Fucked up in the head, now I'm laying in this bed, reminiscing on it

And I don't regret, I just wish I never did it on you

Pain is on my heart, I know it never leave

But I gotta get it out, I'm singing all these melodies

And I know you ain't a friend of mine, you ain't a friend to me

Crossed me way too many times, you a enemy

You a devil in disguise, that was sent to me

But it's weird cause you healed me

I just hope you ain't my remedy

I cried, I cried, I cried so many times

And walked away the strongest man

I lied, I lied, I lied so many times

To see who I could let in

Cried a thousand tears and made a waterfall

I was on my back moving water wall

I was on my ass and y'all ain't asked how I was doing

I couldn't lie to y'all, talk to my demons, it's a lie to y'all

Do it for my father near life, do my body dog

They the ones that got me, they my body guards

We ain't never separated cause I'm tied to y'all

Say I'm acting different and I'm dissing, I'm just tired y'all

Tired of being tired but I keep going cause the world keeps spinning

I can't stay in touch cause I'm busy but I feel I lose you every minute

They say if you never lose you can't be grateful for the winning

All I ever did was lose so what is it

Moving like we not related cause I don't ever visit

Nigga you know you tripping but I get it

I'll take the risk a thousand times cause I know I'm gifted

And I can pick myself back up if I ever fall

Seem like you ain't ever picking up when I call

Try to do my best on the other side is wrong

Popping out my chest like I did to get a call

Can't believe you fucked me over, did I need it? Nah

I didn't need another loss at all

Cause you was never there when I lost it all

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