Real Life Lyrics

Thinking back on times when I was broke and I ain't have shit

I thought I'd make it off rapping, reality off of trapping

And flipping some kicks like bricks before re-ups was spent on fashion

Then punching clocks at the various jobs I hated with passion

Know I'm only 25 but like why the fuck I ain't Kobe?

Like why the fuck I ain't rich yet or ordering guacamole with chicken

Momma said I need to stop with the bitchin

And leave these haters, stay lonely if they don't fuck with the vision (she right)

So I'm up and writing late into nights

'Til those nights turn to mornings, until this pain turn to light

Until I look inside the mirror like the man that I see

Until I'm making enough that this money doesn't make me (that's crazy)

These just the trials of a man on a mission

I put my heart into music and hope my soul don't go missing

I had to kick the prescriptions, kick my ass into shape

I know I'll get where I'm going, don't know how long it'll take (oh woah woah)

Life's short and I'm still here so I'm grateful

But I don't where I'm going, and I don't know if I'm able

To kick the devil off my shoulder, stop my heart from getting getting colder

I ain't really felt no joy since my first time playing Fable (perfect hammer blow!)

Shit was simpler when life was a game

Now I blow Lucifer's lettuce just to disguise all the pain

I ain't really been the same since I found out what my father did

What a fucking a narcissist, left me without a pot to piss now it's different

I moved away from home my mom the person that I'm missing

'Cause now I'm dolo and I wonder who the fuck gon' listen?

To all my petty insecurities, they worry me

If I don't figure this shit out they'll find me laying in a ditch and

I don't want that for my momma or my partner

Only want alleviate this trauma, maybe then I'll end up calmer

Hope I don't get got from past mistakes and busted karma

Live and learn I burn a quarter down a fifth of muddy water

It's real life

It's real life