I'm the Mother ft. Devorah Lyrics

You don't understand why I get so emotional

It happened again not from me but a child was born

My whole life all I wanted was to become a mom

It don't matter that he loves me if I feel alone

Tears me apart from inside, I just feel like it's all my fault

A problem that I can't solve

So much shame, so much pain

A daily reminder that I'm not fulfilling my purpose here

My mission is everclear

Bear children to my name

Try and I try

Desperately I

Put faith in the flowers to give me the power to sing lullabies

Anytime my baby cries

Give me some time

God will decide

Take away all my disgrace and let me have a son

I'm praying for one

You don't understand why I get so emotional

It happened again not from me but a child was born

My whole life all I wanted was to become a mom

It don't matter that he loves me if I feel alone

Now finally God has heeded my plea through my maid Bilha

Oh and she bore two sons

I named them Dan and Neftali

But I still want my own and God answered my prayers, the eleventh hour

My only great desire

Joseph and Benjamin

Idols amiss

Ones that I hid

My father searched and he searched but I did not speak up or confess

And then Jacob cursed what I did

Gave all I had left

A birth and a death

My second was born but I still wasn't ready to die

The price was so high

You don't understand why I get so emotional

It happened again from my womb that a child was born

My whole life all I wanted was to become a mom

And now that it happened I guess that my job is done

Buried alone

Along the road

Weeping for you

That's what I can do

I'm the mother

I'm the mother

Rachel Imainu

Rachel Imainu