After All ft. Justin Mola Lyrics

Searching what to say to fill the space of this idle talk

Insecurity and a healthy dose of writer's block

Mind is going blank but it feels more like a rifle shot

It forces you to step back and reflect on all of the time we got

But I just don't have the words like an infant's dissertation

Introvert, extravert, aversion to simple conversation

Funny how so many can just speak up without hesitation

Like people drawn to Jesus' word that formed into a congregation

Never has a man ever spoken like this

While the thought of speaking hits me like blow to the ribs

Whole skeleton is shaking as if I've got a bone to pick

Knot in the throat getting tighter like an Ellington note riff

All I can manage is wave

Brain cells are in cage

It's not like it's National Treasure, I'm just looking for what to say, hey

Maybe it's being afraid of what you find

Or maybe it's realizing that you're out of time

Sometimes I feel like I am losing my way

And who I am now doesn't feel quite the same

There's something deeper that keeps calling my name

And after all that's said and done, I know that I'll be okay

Reflecting on your life, and knowing I sure don't want to waste mine

There's no going back for seconds when you've run out of time

So, they often say that you gotta fill up your plate, even more than you can take

Before one day it's too late

But what did I miss to get here, with all this fog in the way

Sometimes I lose my path and don't realize I've gone astray

But if you're calling out to me, I bet it'd be okay

Even if requires expressing the toughest thoughts to say

Let's have a moment of silence for all the things we should've said

Or could've said

Or maybe would've said

If it wasn't for this notion living rent free in my head

That evicts the best responses until I'm lying in bed

Funny how you can have nothing, but still think you have it all

If pride is before a crash, why is summer before fall?

Tryna choke back these tears but I'm not chasing waterfalls

But maybe letting it out would be, better after all, huh

Sometimes I feel like I am losing my way

And who I am now doesn't feel quite the same

There's something deeper that keeps calling my name

And after all that's said and done, I know that I'll be okay

After all that's said and done

I know that I'll be okay

Sometimes I feel like I am losing my way

And who I am now doesn't feel quite the same

There's something deeper that keeps calling my name

And after all that's said and done, I know that I'll be okay