i'm still destroyed Lyrics

XYZ the ones who are there for you when nobody else is

I'm trapped in my head, can't find my way out

The trees and the wind, they scream and they shout

I'm runnin' in circles, I don't know what's real

Heart full of pain, but I could never heal

Late nights, dark vibes,

Thought you needed me but its alright

I tried to hold on, but the tether's too weak

Sitting on my own I can't even speak

I'm just a ghost in a room full of noise

Try to numb the pain, but I'm still destroyed

The echoes keep callin', I can't make them stop

I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I can't climb to the top

Fading away, lost in my mind

Lookin' for peace, but that shits hard to find

Like the belt on my waist, I try to shine

With the tears in my eyes you tell me its alright

I'm faded, yeah, like smoke in the air

I'm reachin' for somethin', but nobody's there

They tell me I'm crazy, I don't know what they mean

When the mirror's cracked, it don't show what I've seen

I'm slippin' through cracks in the walls of my doubt

Wore a smile like a mask, now it's fallin' out

Used to feel whole, but now I'm torn in two

Thought that I was saved, but I'm just breakin' through

Told myself I'd be fine,

Feeling now, my time to shine

Told myself I'd be fine,

Feeling now, my time to shine

Can't escape from the voices, they keep pullin' me back

Said I'd fix all the pieces, but I'm fallin' off track

I'm just a ghost in a room full of noise

Try to numb the pain, but I'm still destroyed

The echoes keep callin', I can't make them stop

I'm fallin', I'm fallin', can't climb to the top

Fading away, lost in my mind

Lookin' for peace, but it's hard to find

Like the belt on my waist, I try to shine

With the tears in my eyes you tell me its alright