Goodbye Song Lyrics

This is a goodbye song that I just wrote to you, boy

I couldn't sleep, so I got up and sat on the piano

I know it's a silly way to start a song, but hey

I close my eyes, music flowed out and words had to follow

I have written down a few word sketches on a paper

But some tears fell from my eyes and smudged the letters

So I had to start all over again

Anyway, I had to put in this song for you

All those things I wanted to say, but somehow I couldn't

I rely on you, but baby I can't get through

You knew that one day could happen that I wouldn't go any further

And I knew that everything was complicated

But you give the kind of love that I so awaited

Only thatt is not enough anymore

Oh, how could I

Move on with my life

Now that I know that you exist?

I know I said please, baby, stay

And today it's me who's pulling back

Honey, I really love you so

But I do love myself more

I wish I'll never have to say these words, I was

Hoping that this would work out for us and we could be happy

And one day we would look back, remember this song and laugh

Thinking about when I almost left and we would have been nothing

But the truth is that it hurts and the pain gets sharper

Every time reality hits it comes harder

And this is tearing me apart

Oh, how could I

Move on with my life

Now that I know that you exist?

I know I said-hey-hey please, baby, stay, stay, stay

And today it's me who is pulling back

Honey, I really love you so

But I do love myself more

And I should go and let you know

But instead I wrote this song