Apologies Lyrics

I know that when I say this I might regret it

But it's time to say your no longer in my life

And it might be for the best

I guess my family never liked me

Do I keep fighting for it

Do I just live with it

If I live with it might fuck me up

Keep questioning why I was born

Was I born to be abused

Or was I slapped up, hurt and used

Don't want to be living in toxic fused drama

Bitch is life and it's full of karma

Didn't help me in the slightest

I was one of the stars but now I am not the brightest

Going to deep but no apologies

Your a failure what does that make me

I was real from the get-go but that shit stings

Gonna run away from home without the keys

Five shots take me to the knee's

In the void

The darkness grows wider

Surging through my skin

Away with the wind

Wherever it takes me

Why did I keep on looking for you

The light is near

But I am living on a tight rope

Thin ice, clear but I'd rather freeze

Everyday of the week

Screw you I need to escape no need to be saved

The light is near

But I am living on a tight rope

Wanna put my feelings in the grave

Not myself, I wanna survive

I've been through malicious hell

Constant pressure if I get that apology I'll bounce back

I will smash through every cruel world that I been subjected to

What's going on the world doesn't revolve around you

(Around you)

Everyone hurts so don't take it out on others

If you take it out on me then karma will be waiting for your receipt

You made me so introverted

Not exploring new pastures

Confining in myself

Wondering where I went wrong

You better listen to what I have to say

Cus

I put my heart and soul into this song

One word is all I want

Sorry

Every time I walk outside I am hanging on because of dedication

Into the career that I chose

Knocking down all of my enemies

Fixing all the hearts that you broke and left behind

Putting them first instead of myself

The light is near

But I am living on a tight rope

Thin ice, clear but I'd rather freeze

Everyday of the week

Screw you I need to escape no need to be saved

Well, I love seeing people happy

I prefer them being happier than me

I've always been low and wondering I want to be dead

But I won't

Cus my friends and family will be sad and I don't like them being sad

I've always made them sad in the past for the things I've done

And that put's and impact on me because I pay the price

I just wish I didn't let them down of the choices I've made

And I just keep doing it over and over again

Haha

Fuck

They probably had enough of me

I just wish I was me

The light is near

But I am living on a tight rope

Thin ice, clear but I'd rather freeze

Everyday of the week

Screw you I need to escape no need to be saved

The light is near

But I am living on a tight rope

Thin ice, clear but I'd rather freeze

Everyday of the week

Screw you I need to escape no need to be saved