Heavy On My Heart Lyrics

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YGG shit

Been goin' through some shit I don't really like to speak on or talk about

Reminiscin' bout my dawgs

Been heavy on my heart

Walking down memory lane, I don't know where to start

Roll a blunt, press record , put my life in this art

The shit that bring me to the light, I gotta write in the dark

Really goin' off instincts

I don't write it at all

I got that call my life changed forever

This blunt I'm smokin' numb the pain

Some days this shit don't make it any better

We been locked in since the day we met up

Be days I wake up think you still here

I mean, I know you gone, but that shit just don't feel real

We used to do all kinds of goofy shit when we was little

Me, you, and Ess Jay, we was a package deal

Couldn't separate us

Until you separated, left us feelin' devastated

Self-medicated, keep facin' until I'm elevated

Three blunts later, now I'm in my zone

Damn, bruh, I wish you could just hit my phone

Tryin' to be strong in this cold world a make a man cry

My mans died

They wonderin' why I'm so damn high?

Everybody grieve different, this how I'm dealin' with mine

So of course when you ask am I ok I'm a say that I'm fine

Made lemons out of lime

Put drank inside a Sprite

If I could tell you anything, it'd be to cherish life

Today might be the last day you roll that pair of dice

Cause they gon' hate you while you here, but show you love as soon as you gone

They tell you not to question God, but I asked him why he took you home

And I try not to hold my head, but I can't lie

It be hard,

It's been heavy on my heart

Reminisce about my dawgs

Been heavy on my heart

Walking down memory lane, I don't know where to start

Roll a blunt, press record, put my life in his art

The shit that bring me to the light, I gotta write in the dark

Don't like to talk, this the only time I speak

Be havin' thoughts, but I don't like to tweet

Be fresh as fuck, don't post it on IG

Down with my dawgs till the day they free

The shit I go through ain't for you to see

Should probably go for real, but this right here my therapy

And baby I know

It ain't healthy keepin' everything bottled

My heart was heavy, it became hollow

When thing spiraled

Be here today and gone tomorrow Shit only God knows

When it's all said and done

How you gone be remembered?

I did this shit for my niggas, the ones who can't be with us

Reminiscing heavy, got me in my feelings

Put every ounce inside this song, the rest go in this swisher

Put every ounce inside this song, the rest go in this swisher

I miss you

I dedicate this to anybody who deal with it losing somebody that meant something to you

Anything to you

Everything to you

I feel you