numb to the pain Lyrics

Yeah yeah yeah

Lost in my head I can't escape

Nah I'm lost

Numb to the pain numb to the pain yeah

Numb to the pain I'm to deep in

I've been poppin' pills just to feels again

I don't wanna feel I'm numb to the pain

Everything around me fallin like tha rin

Tryna fix my heart but I'm numb to the pain

Sippin' on this drink hope it clears my brain

Lost inside the high I'm numb to the pain

Numb to the pain yeah numb to the pain

Everything's a blur I'm numb to the pain

Another day another pill I'm just tryna cope

Faded off the drugs tryna balance on a rope

Got demons in my head tellin' me there's no hope

I'm runnin' but it feels like I'm stuck in a place

Lookin' in the mirror I don't recognize my face

Who am I?What's real?What's fake?

Lost my soul now I'm tryna fill the space yeah

I'm drowning in this bottle chasing every high

But every time I wake it's a new low to find

It's like I'm playin' with death flirtin' with the end

But somehow the numbness keeps me comin' back again yeah

Again again

Comin' back again yeah

I'm walking through the night don't know where to go

Feeling so empty but I don't let it go

Every step I take just leads to more despair

I'm here but I'm lost like nobody's there

I can't feel a thing yeah

But it's better than the hurt better than the sting yeah

I keep runin' from the truth but it's pullin' me in

Feelin' like I'm lost in the smoke that I'm in yeah

I've been poppin' pills just to feels again

I don't wanna feel I'm numb to the pain

Everything around me fallin' like tha rain

Tryna fix my heart but I'm numb to the pain

Sippin' on this drink hope it clears my brain

Lost inside the high I'm numb to the pain

Numb to the pain yeah numb to the pain

Everything's a blur I'm numb to the pain

This nights are gettin' longer thoughts are gettin' deep

Suffocating silence I can't even sleep

I'm tryna fight it off but the high's pullin' strong

These drugs are temporary but te pain is life-long

So I cahse another hit lookin' for escape

But every step I take just leads me to the same place

I'm spiralin' down can't break it free

The numbness got a hold it's destroyin' me

Tried to call for help,but the words don't come

The weight on my chest leaves me feeling numb

I'm sinking in dark can't find my way

Hoping that tomorrow feels less like today

I'm runnin' in circles can't catch my breath

Every choice I make feels closer to death

I want to let it go but I'm too afraid

Stuck in the mess that I've always made

This isn't what I wanted but it's all I've got

Memories of better days,I've nearly forgot

Every heartbeat's hollow every breath's a chore

I'm alive but I'm dying can't feel anymore