My Life Lyrics

Life been going on for centuries

And I seem to be on scene

It feels like I am in a fever dream

I don't know what to believe

If I leave right now will it make sound

My hopes are high but i'm lookin' down

I want to try to not be found

And leave my world inside out

And

It'll be okay

It'll be okay

It'll be okay, no

It'll be okay

It'll be okay

It'll be okay

NO!

(FUCK!)

I know what you want from me

You all just happen to say its peace

Like fuck do you want me to fuckin be

I'm losing my fucking mind on the count of three

FUCK!?

I have to choose what to believe

Lies that have me tryna' reach for the keys

Like fuck do you have to be so mean

I think the pain is catching up and beating me

Fuck!

What the fuck do I mean

I try to find love and won't find a fuckin beat

like fuck got to make u not escape from me

I'm tired up living in this fuckin fantasy

FUCK!

Pick my life piece by piece

Try and run away from the problems that I always see

Like fuck do I got to be so mean

I wanna hang myself on the count of fuckin three!

Thats okay I wait another day

Maybe on that day I'll be okay

Bottle it up oh

Thats okay, you can call me all you want

Call me a fag i'll hold it in

Listen here I have nothing

( I TRY TO LISTEN)

( BUT YOU HATE ME )

Oh, I try to hide

Oh, I try to hide

Oh, I try to hide

But I cannot find

But I cannot find

But I cannot find

Wanna feel alright

Wanna feel alright

Wanna feel alright

But it's not my time

But it's not my time

But it's not my time

The fuck were you thinking

Fuck another guy

Hurting in my mind, oh

The fuck is your problem

I think you got an issue

Aint nobody gonna fix you

Aint gonna tell a soul

But your gonna be told

They wont let you down slow

No matter what you go through

I don't wanna love you

You fucked up in your fuckin self

Oh, I try to hide

Oh, I try to hide

Oh, I try to hide

But I cannot find

But I cannot find

But I cannot find

Wanna feel alright

Wanna feel alright

Wanna feel alright

But it's not my time

But it's not my time

But it's not my time

Life been going on for centuries

And I seem to be on scene

It feels like I am in a fever dream

I don't know what to believe

If I leave right now will it make sound

My hopes are high but i'm lookin' down

I want to try to not be found

And leave my world inside out

And

It'll be okay

It'll be okay

It'll be okay, no

It'll be okay

It'll be okay

It'll be okay

NO!

I am crying as I sing this part

I'm dying with a blade through my arms

I am trying not to scream and shout

It hurts so much Inside out

I finally lost it all

And I was destined to fall

It is nearly time to go

And leave for someone else to show