Lost In A Mirror Lyrics

Clearly this life just got a hold on me

Clearly I forgot what being sober means

This morning I woke up somewhere I don't believe

This fight I'm going through I'm trying not to turn to violence

I try to isolate but clearly I can't hide it

I either smoke away or drown out all my problems

Like should I roll today, pour up, or grab some condoms

I answer all of the above

Learning who I am and it ain't always who I was

Hard to catch a buzz, cause I always got a buzz

I won't quit quitting, I hate I think of giving up

But I'm drowning and I can't breathe It's a mirror but it ain't me

Feel like I'm in bondage

Hate it when my friends say

You know how Koron gets

Pulled up in an SUV

Left out in a Crown Vic

Shame walking in the crib

Found a bottle, downed it

This ain't no accident

Worse than what tragic is

It's just the cost that I was dealt

What can I match with this?

I've been so hard on myself

Cause I'm not sure what's gonna help me see

I'm getting everything in life But I've been losing me

Clearly this life just got a hold on me

Clearly I forgot what being sober means

This morning I woke up somewhere I don't believe

This fight I'm going through I'm trying not to turn to violence

Got her thinking that I hate her

Think the love was made up

I can't even blame her

Get lit then gaslight

So it's darker when we wake up

What's the cure for this

She too pure for this

Pocket full of money but I'm poor at this

You shouldn't have to pay for my addictions

I apologize for my afflictions

No you don't wanna see me

So I hope you listening

To Tell you the truth

I don't know what to do

Girl I'm trying my best To lead both you and the crew

Mix that with this world and my anxiety

That's why I'm always saying Come get high with me

Clearly this life just got a hold on me

Clearly I forgot what being sober means

This morning I woke up somewhere I don't believe

This fight I'm going through I'm trying not to turn to violence