That Cold January Evening Lyrics

I know it's over

Deep down I know it

But how can it really be over

When our souls are so intertwined

Half of you is half of me

Half of me is half of you

Our story can't be over

Because if it is then what am I doing here

Living without you is like living without a heart

It's impossible - I refuse

One day I will hold your hand again

And kiss your forehead

I will feel the warmth of being loved by you

My heart will race the same way it did when I was 16

I have to hold onto hope

If I have any chance of surviving

I still remember it like it was yesterday

Our first kiss on that cold January evening

I didn't know what i was doing

But I knew I wanted to be doing it with you

I remember all the subsequent kisses

At that very same spot

And the mockery that came with it

But it was a beautiful mockery

The kind of playful bullying

Of two people madly in love

Love is like a gun

Powerful enough to kill you

But in the right hands

It will always keep you safe

Your childhood bedroom

The story of how you got here

Everything you love about yourself

And everything you hate

It all blends together to me

Because I love every single detail about you