CASUALTY Lyrics

I should let you know how I really fucking feel

I'm done with living I don't know what is real

My brain is melting and skin begins to peel

Fall into the pit of Hell I hear the demons squeal

Ain't nobody gonna make a difference in the way I feel

So I am gonna suffer every motherfucking day

Doesn't matter what I try I never gain appeal

And I just really wanna figure out another fucking way

I won't make a difference if I don't put in the effort

But it's harder to do something than it is to fucking say

Every day's a battle and I really wanna end it

But I can't cause there are people that want me to be okay

So I won't quit bitch I'm gonna keep it moving

Talking down on Karma Mob you gonna get a bruising

Don't got too much longer with the drugs that I'm consuming

Why should I keep living if I'm always fucking losing

I am on own shit you not gon tell me how to be

Not gon take my drugs unless you beat the fuck up out of me

Anybody wanna problem can become a casualty

Acting kinda hard I'm decimating their anatomy

According to the United States Department of Health and Human Services

In 2021, one in five young adults, aged 18 to 25 had a major depressive episode in the past year

Of these, nearly 75 percent had symptoms consistent with severe impairment

13.5 percent of young adults studied had both a substance abuse disorder and a clinically diagnosed mental illness

Tossing and turning drugs won't let me sleep

Laying in bed struggling to breathe

Lungs turn into powder I can feel them bleed

Voices getting louder and they all screaming

Twelve point three million adults aged 18 or older had serious thoughts of suicide in the past year

Three point five million made suicide plans, and one point seven million attempted suicide

So I won't quit bitch I'm gonna keep it moving

Talking down on Karma Mob you gonna get a bruising

Don't got too much longer with the drugs that I'm consuming

Why should I keep living if I'm always fucking losing

I am on own shit you not gon tell me how to be

Not gon take my drugs unless you beat the fuck up out of me

Anybody wanna problem can become a casualty

Acting kinda hard I'm decimating their anatomy