Ocean Of Fear Lyrics

On a trip across the ocean

A stormy sea of emotions

Drowning me

Taking me back to old wounds

Pulling me deep

Feeling the world's hurts

Breaking my heart

Shattering it into a million pieces

Pain floating in the water

Waves push me farther

Struggling to stay

In the deep sea, I try to find my way

Triggered by the loneliness

Of a daughter without a true mother

Triggered by the division

In those meant to be one

Triggered by the guilt

The shame turning me into little me

Pain floating in the water

Waves push me farther

Struggling to stay

In the deep sea, I try to find my way

Why did God want me there

Drowning in an ocean of fear

Shame, guilt, and pain

Flying away

Back home

Back to where I belong

Where I can spread the love

Where the pain stops right here

To find my love

The love I'd forgotten

God took me across the world to show me

How lucky I am

To make me see

All that I have and the family we can be

Pain floating in the water

Waves push me farther

Struggling to stay

In the deep sea, I try to find my way

Floating away from the water

Waves push me closer

In the deep sea, I find my way