wasn't so mature Lyrics

I have a story about a guy I loved

He hurt me but I always felt enough

We were messy but figuring it out

In the sheets up late in his parents house

Young and dumb said we're mature

I believed it til I got older

When you hurt me I held you closer

Forgave you when you had her over

Said she's just a friend

Don't let it get to my head

Found her hair strands in your bed

Kept quiet let it all sink in

Laying up late in my room

I don't know what to do

I hate I hate but I love you

What a teenage thing to do

Cuz I stayed and stayed and watched

Your phone screen as she called

Why does she have your number

Why she calling at 2 am

I want I want us to work

Never felt love that won't hurt

I thought that it was normal

(I thought it was normal I thought it was)

Guess I wasn't so mature

Tiptoeing in your backyard

Our parents would kill us if they find out

I halfway know that you're a bastard

But I could never ever shut you out

You got me in a tight grip

No wiggle room to find reality

All the evidence it's obvious

But at least right now it's only me

Not that girl that's just a friend

Tryna not let it get to my head

Found her hair strands in your bed

Kept quiet let it all sink in

Laying up late in my room

I don't know what to do

I hate I hate but I love you

What a teenage thing to do

Cuz I stayed and stayed and watched

Your phone screen as she called

Why does she have your number

Why she calling at 2 am

I want I want us to work

Never felt love that won't hurt

I thought that it was normal

(I thought it was normal I thought it was)

Guess I wasn't so mature

Looking back now its beautiful

To love through a betrayal

At least I can say I tried

Gained strength wiping my own eyes dry

I was dumb then I'll admit

But what do you want I was just a kid

I gave my all you couldn't give me half

Maybe you didn't give me but I got my heart back

Yeah I stayed and stayed and watched

Your phone screen as she called

Why does she have your number

Why she calling at 2 am

I want I wanted us to work

But now I've felt love that won't hurt

Learning to care for myself

Guess I'm beginning to be mature