SELF-SABOTAGE Lyrics

Same shit, same me, fuck a different day

I'm like water to these bitches drinking Gatorade

Waking up everyday to a rainy day

Cloudy vision, now I'm tainted by the Mary Jane

Everyone's against me, I know that feeling

Everyone repents me, I hit that ceiling

I give a fuck, ain't that crazy to hear?

I give a fuck, but I hide it in fear

In the crib taking drugs now we run it back

Time to think about the times where I would take it back

Every time I do, I have a panic attack

And say fuck that

I could smoke me a pack

I could write a couple hooks about my crooked Mom

Or write another fucking verse about the same song

Breaking patterns over time but it's too late

So watch me kill the instrumental, let the tune play

Ego-death in a banded battle

Mind so lost like a stranded cattle

Lemme in to that brain we can fix the matter

Blow on the nose like it's flour in the chicken batter

Two steps back I'm amazed to see you

Two calls two texts I was able to reach you

My anatomy is stunning, I'm so happy to teach you

Fall into the river, so bad, lemme tease you, uh

But something ain't right

I'mma hang tight

Cause the feeling ain't enough, I got a lot on my mind

I can't fake that smile, happy all of the time

I can't trust that smile, happy all of the time, yeah

But something's different bout it

I had to think about it

I had to tell myself in private I can live without it

I had to put it to the test so I could fucking drown it

I had to kill myself again so I could fucking ground it

I had to cut the fucking mouth off, hate the way that it sounded

And if you think this shit's aggressive, I can fucking gout it

Y'all think I'm soft, but do you hear the way I fucking shout it

Yeah, bitch