Not Ashamed ft. VtheVowel Lyrics

You wanna talk to me but don't know what to say

You want my love, but you want it your way

You're left or right, depending on the day

You're not ashamed, your feelings always change

Done blocking my blessings

Done answering questions.

Im done minimizing myself for public acceptance

I'm done sparing feelings by holding back on a sentence

Stunting progression, apathetic cause of resentment

Pretend I fuck with people the nature of my profession

Done cheering for opps, my step is what I put pep in

Toss and turning in the same places I slept in

Chasing perfection, but I'm kinda lame for attempting

Imagine always knowing yourself and you really him

But acting fake humble cause of validation from them

Could be anything you want be fucking for real

My therapist said that I got too accustom to chill

And don't do enough to reveal

The truth of my soul and that I'm just reaching for something to feel

And that something to kill

Getting adjusted but still

You wanna talk to me but don't know what to say

You want my love, but you want it your way

You're left or right, depending on the day

You're not ashamed, your feelings always change

I used to be so ashamed of how I looked

Comparing myself on instagram

Lowkey wish that I was different man

With women in my DMs giving up the munch

Heart emoji under my pic just like my crushes crush

I walk in they get to jumping like it's double dutch

Neck start snapping like quarterbacks after they huddle up

After I'm done with the other one I get another one

And go it popping like bubble gum, and I would love it

But it wasn't reality

Instead of appreciating my life I got mad at me

A loser mentality

They never talk about the other side of the vanity

When you look in the mirror an be surprised at the enemy

Steady preaching bout loving myself but couldn't depend on me

Had to build a foundation I had to find my identity

100% of me had accepted that I came as is

Yeah l ain't picture perfect but I'm still gon' frame that bitch

I'm not ashamed

You wanna talk to me but don't know what to say

You want my love, but you want it your way

You're left or right, depending on the day

You're not ashamed, your feelings always change