Irony Lyrics

What's there to say

I realized it earlier this year when I was okay

Since we broke up my beautiful world has turned pretty gray

Despite that a rainbow shone from some debris of a car as I drove away

Where did it go? Asking myself a question; I already know

When I was younger, all the boys thought I was crazy

Guess my mind's a little hazy but that's the way life goes

Maybe I'm too sentimental but I didn't imagine myself intercontinental

Said I could make it on my own, but fuck

I don't like being alone

Forcing a smile

I guess this will be my job for a while

No one can learn except from experiences like this; it feels like total shit and that's just the way life goes

In between days, watching Netflix just to dull the pain

Hard to imagine I'd be sitting here another new year

In the old apartment on the same safe street that I lived at before

Maybe I'm too independent but I didn't imagine myself being a dependent yet

Said I could make it on my own, but fuck

I don't like being alone

And every word of feminism that I ever read said it should feel better by now

What does it make me if I need a boy by my side to be happy