Never Special Lyrics

Is it too much to ask

For true love to last

And I know God's just protecting me

But it's hard to wait patiently

When it always just disappears

Always leaving me in tears

And I know I always over care

And that's why I always end up here

A loner

Memories for closure

But I know it's over

But you said you are special

To me, Celestial

That you would give your best

Making my heart beat out my chest

And it's just not fair how

You could disappear now

It looks like our forever

Turned into a never

And it hurts

For better or for worse

Died into the dirt

It's not like I'm not used to this

I'm not surprised in the slightest bit

You turned out to be like the rest

But I should expect nothing less

And I see couples every day

I'm happy for them in every way

And they always look so cute

I just wish I could feel that too

But I did all I could do

I tried to see you through

I only had eyes for you

That's when you said you are special

To me, Celestial

That you would give your best

Making my heart beat out my chest

And it's just not fair how

You could disappear now

It looks like our forever

Turned into a never

And it hurts

For better or for worse

Died into the dirt

I want to do all the little things like watching movies

Eating sweet treats, laughing and touching

I want to feel complete and actually be happy

Just you and me

Screaming on a roller coaster ride that we're gonna die

Funny singing in the car while driving somewhere far

Going to the store just to explore

Doing everything together

You and me forever

Now we'll never

You said you are special

To me, Celestial

That you would give your best

Making my heart beat out my chest

And it's just not fair how

You could disappear now

It looks like our forever

Turned into a never