New Heaven Lyrics

On your own in such a massive world

Got friends, got family

But they can't hold you steady for long

Top heavy still grasping for hope

Therapeutic nirvana I dream

But you can't dream while struggling for sleep

Better pop melatonin to hope I can see

My

Paradise

I long for the day

That I find that place

My own new heaven

Once fulfilling but now incomplete

What used to be heaven feels like hell to me

Oasis in drought so I search for the sea

Performance anxiety shortens my life

How could I hate my own paradise

Scavenging through my mind hoping to find

A

Way to survive

So what started it

My heaven once lived

What made it fade into numbness

I long for the day

That I find that place

My own new heaven

Bend me back into shape!

I can work out a way

I do

Too much

Never Enough

Where is my heaven?

And I don't want to try

Anymore

But I got to find my own new heaven

Can't share with yours

I've got to find it

On my own

Now

I can move on

I've waited so long

For a home of my own

My

My own new heaven