N.Y.A Lyrics

If I knew you'd be gone

I would've held on

I would've righted my wrongs

Instead of writing my songs

If I knew you'd be gone

I would've held on for longer

I would've told you you belong here

And I don't want you to disappear

No, no, no, no, I should've held her closer

Woah, woah, woah, woah, I should've got her sober

It replays in my dreams over and over

How come you're still fifteen while I got older

And I'm sorry I wasn't there

Girl, I wish I could've saved you

I hope you were aware

That I loved you, I ain't hate you

Girl I know you were scared

Man, I hate he had to take you

Still Feel you in my hair

Girl, no, I can't erase you

Man, I lost someone I love

Man, that pain right there a change you

Never gave her up

Man, you know I had to stay true

I remember days

I would cry thinking about you

Now I'm Making songs

Trynna erase all the doubt oooh

If I knew you'd be gone

I would've held on

I would've righted my wrongs

Instead of writing my songs

If I knew you'd be gone

I would've held on for longer

I would've told you you belong here

And I don't want you to disappear

N.Y.A, it's some things I ain't get to say

I think about you every day

She's not your average girl

So it never was an average day

She's not your average girl

So her death ain't causing average pain

My heart was shattered girl

And it had scattered girl in every way

I planned to make a song

I'm sorry it took this long N.Y.A

You used to love my songs

We used to sing along N.Y.A

I took a couple rights

And yet I did you wrong N.Y.A

I hadn't heard from you

In bout a week or two, You M.I.A

And I never, ever, ever thought December could get colder

I wasn't ready, wasn't ready for this to be over

And your death, it hit me heavy, yeah, I still ain't got closure

You been gone for a year, and I still ain't got closer

N.Y.A, not your average girl

N.Y.A, not your average girl

N.Y.A, she's not your average girl

N.Y.A