never called Lyrics

Tell me does my name ever cross your lips

Does it still taste the same or is it bitter and stale

Ill forgive

You for trying to change me

I know I never did

But I can see the man you saw in me

He's so much better off

I always pictured this different

Somehow sooner and yet

I'm still not prepared

I still have the same old shoes

you told me to burn

Haven't showered, haven't shaved

Haven't slept

Maybe its all for the best

Rip off the band-aid

And take some skin

If I could get my car to start

I'd drive it off a cliff

Taking with me your memories

Everything I did, lets call them regrets

If you find it in your heart

I can't find a place to start

I don't know I want from you

But seeing you now I know what to do

I'm not gonna start by asking how you've been

Waste of breath

You seem happy with him

You've grown your hair out

Oh it suits you

Like you told me you wanted to

Sitting in mistakes it hurts being here

Because I know seeing that smile on your face

Means the time and the space

Has been good for you

Why didn't I just pick up the goddamn phone

Kept thinking you'd change your number if I did

I could have just called

I could have just said hi

I could've have listened for the first and only time

Had your back like you had mine

I could have cut my hair and wrote a letter

To quit my job for something better

Tell you all the things I'd done

And how ready I am

To hear your voice and

Wake up next to you again

It still rings in my head

Rings forever

Rings around my eyes your fingers

Rings in my head rings forever

It still rings in my head

Rings forever

Give what you got and give nothing away

Wrapped around my fingers I guess

That I hoped you would stay