ALL I SEE (EVIL IN THE MIRROR) Lyrics

All I see is evil when I look around

Especially in the mirror cast the first stone

I've been looking a bit of good in lost and found

Haven't found it yet I'm digging through old skin and bones

Held the mask to my face I hid behind it conceitedly

Only two good parts of me are loving you and faith in Christ

Betray the trust of those I hold most dear repeatedly

My soul is wounded all that can heal me now is prayerful nights

There's not a day that passes by I don't think of what I've done

Old coping mechanisms beat me down and held me up

I won't be who I used to be

I will find what good is left

I will bring it to the surface

I will be made whole in death

I want to be remembered for something other than causing pain

Or fucking up over and over what a horrid stain

I cannot just let it go I cannot unknow the truth

I must repent and flee to Christ from out my very youth

All I see is evil when I look around

Especially in the mirror cast the first stone

I've been looking a bit of good in lost and found

Haven't found it yet I'm digging through old skin and bones

I see the worst of me

I see the worst in everything

I'm trying to change

Jesus Christ have mercy on me

I need to repent from my ways

Starting with what I see in the mirror

The most familiar of faces

I've been so vain for the longest

I pay the price of my hatred

Toll taken from my vices

See the pain in my facial

Im wiping tears far more often

My eyes been heavier lately

Ive been trying to say my prayers

Trying to change up my daily

It's like learning to walk again

Taking steps like a baby

I believe lord

Help me in my unbelief

I can see it lord

See you right in front of me

I can feel it lord

This faith growing to a mustard seed

My Goliath shaking

Soon I'll send him tumbling

All I see is evil when I look around

Especially in the mirror cast the first stone

I've been looking a bit of good in lost and found

Haven't found it yet I'm digging through old skin and bones

All I see is evil when I look around

Especially in the mirror cast the first stone

I've been looking a bit of good in lost and found

Haven't found it yet I'm digging through old skin and bones

I have been wretched I ain't been honest

I pray and beg the lord to forgive

I haven't been half what I should have

Hurting my lover again and again

Empty myself out sifting the wreckage

I haven't been okay since a little kid

I am a sinner I deserve suffering

Keep hurting myself again and again