a better me Lyrics

I want clear skin

Cut my split ends

And my shitty relationships

Why do I put up with it?

Wish I could shape shift

Into clothes that don't fit

I'm wearing myself too thin

If only I was disciplined

Cause she's so pretty

And I'm so tired

She makes it look easy

To live that life

There isn't a difference

Between her and I

But she likes to stay grounded

And I stay high

I rob myself of my own happiness

I try so hard, but nothing ever sticks

I wonder if she struggles like me

If her life is really like what it seems

If I stopped going to parties and went to Pilates

Maybe I'd feel much better 'bout my body

I wonder how nice it would be

If I was just a better me

I feel guilty

Cause I don't get much sleep

And I keep eating after 8

I keep messing up the day

Cause she's so pretty

And I'm so tired

She makes it look easy

To live that life

There isn't a difference

Between her and I

But I'll never be as lovely

Even though I'm trying

I rob myself of my own happiness

I try so hard, but nothing ever sticks

I wonder if she struggles like me

If her life is really like what it seems

If I stopped going to parties and went to Pilates

Maybe I'd feel much better 'bout my body

I wonder how nice it would be

If I was just a better me

Dragged out of bed

I made it to the gym

I wish doing my best

Was good enough for them

Good enough for them

I rob myself of my own happiness

I try so hard, but nothing ever sticks

I wonder if she struggles like me

If her life is really like what it seems

If I stopped going to parties and went to Pilates

Maybe I'd feel much better 'bout my body

I wonder how nice it would be

If I was just a better me