Darkest Mind ft. TheStarMan Lyrics

I can't think

I love the way it stings

I love the way I feel

When I'm crying out for help

And I love the fear of dying

Cause it always makes me panic

And I know I look so manic

But I love the fucking rush it gives me

Scarred for life

I can't save my soul

The darkest mind I'm only fourteen years old

And what's love cause' I ain't seen it before

And it's fuck love cause' I ain't felt it before

And I don't love the giggles and laughter from

The couples I see everywhere

Cause it makes me suicidal

I can't believe they think that I'm the same person

I guess I kinda am but just a different version

So precise with all my words I'm like a fucking surgeon

But I'm still a little boy I'm still learning

I don't wanna go to class today

Cause any conversations is like a Q&A

I just wanna feel at home and just lay

Leave me the fuck alone I don't wanna stay

Scarred for life

I can't save my soul

The darkest mind I'm only fourteen years old

And what's love cause' I ain't seen it before

And it's fuck love cause' I ain't felt it before

And I don't love the giggles and laughter from

The couples I see everywhere

Cause it makes me suicidal

I can't believe they think that we're the same person

I guess we kinda are but just a different version

We both got pain inside our heart and it just keeps on hurting

But we're still just growing up yeah we're only learning

I don't wanna leave my bed today

Cause the feelings make me suffocate

I swear to god I'm gonna run away

Cause I hate this place

Scarred for life

I can't save my soul

The darkest mind I'm only fourteen years old

And what's love cause' I ain't seen it before

And it's fuck love cause' I ain't felt it before

And I don't love the giggles and laughter from

The couples I see everywhere

Cause it makes me suicidal