Pensive Lyrics

I let it go

And it's easier to breathe now

Didn't know

How I was ever gonna rebound

When I'm feeling low

I don't even leave the compound

Now it's set in stone

Gotta focus on me now

Early morning, just got a call

But I ignore it, you just wanna talk

You was my homie, down for the cause

It's gonna be lonely, it happens to us all

If you ask me what I'm thinking about it's not you

I figured out that I can love myself without you

The other day I was dreaming about something new

You think that I'm not hurting inside it's not true

Trust me I'm aware I been doing wrong

I popped a couple pills and they're hella strong

I be coming home around the break of dawn

Still got a couple demons I been taking on

To everybody else this just another song

But if you listen close, you'll see what's going on

I'ma go insane if I keep holding on

Was tired of feeling like I'm somebody's pawn

If you ask me what I'm thinking about it's not you

I figured out that I can love myself without you

The other day I was dreaming about something new

You think that I'm not hurting inside it's not true