How Dare I Go Back Lyrics

How dare I go back to what I used to be

A prisoner of self, trapped in the hell of mentality

How dare I go back to the way that I lived

I lived for the thrill, I was chasing the pill of what I thought I could be

I'll never go back to the place where He found me

Back to dreaming big dreams for my glory

Back to mistruths and lies, I was dying inside when He found me

I'll never go back to the man that I was

Back to the pride that kept me from knowing Your love

Back to all that I wanted, Jesus, You reached down and saved me

How dare I go back

How dare I go back to the shape that I was in

A hole my heart, everything that I had, I was trying to fit in

How dare I go back to my misuse of grace

The things I couldn't see, til I hit my knees, oh, I thank God for space

I'll never go back to the place where He found me

Back to dreaming big dreams for my glory

Back to mistruths and lies, I was dying inside when He found me

How dare I go back to the man that I was

Back to the pride that kept me from knowing Your love

Back to all that I wanted, Jesus, You reached down and saved me

How dare I go back

Oh, how dare I go back

Back to the prison, back to the chains

Back to the gravestone that bore my name

How dare I go back

How dare I go back

Back to depression, back to the shame

Back to me looking for someone to blame

How dare I go back

How dare I go back

Back to addiction, back to disgrace

Back to the curse of my will and my ways

How dare I go back

How dare I go back

Back to the prison, back to the chains

Back to the gravestone that bore my name

How dare I go back

How dare I go back

I'll never go back to the place where He found me

Back to dreaming big dreams for my glory

Back to mistruths and lies

I was dying inside when He found me

How dare I go back to the man that I was

Back to the pride that kept me from knowing Your love

Back to all that I wanted

Jesus, You reached down and saved me

How dare I go back