kitchen fire Lyrics

The future is bleak

And the past has been

Hiding all of my sleep

I'm too tired to fight her

There's rain in LA

It's the closest that

I have felt to ok

Since the move in october

And I hate who I am

Keep pretending that I take

More than I can

It's exhausting and lonely

I'm trapped in the yard

Tried to dig my way out but

Hit something hard

There's a fire in the kitchen

When I open my eyes

All the things that I've known

Are painted with lies

And the colors are hidden

And I hate who I am

Try my best but no one

Really gives a damn

It's exhausting and lonely

This life is a war

And I'm stuck here fighting

Always wanting more

So unsatisfying

I'll drown out the noise

With something exciting

Something inviting