twenty eight Lyrics

Turned 28 today

I don't feel the same

Familial relationships have been strange

If I told the truth we'd be estranged

Wish my mother knew she bring the rain

Problem is I understand the pain

How you lose your brothers at a younger age

How my grandmother never gave

Any respect to you

Lost children in the masquerade

I mean, I dont wanna complicate further

Rage and regret deep inside of your chest

We inherited that

Still we blessed

Still we blessed

Wish my dad knew how much he do

No matter what its not enough for you, meaning him

Thats why I'm never satisfied within

Success is a drug, and addiction will do you in

How can you stop goin', when you know when you rest is when depression comes flying back full force

The walls cave in with a touch of remorse

Nobody sorry for the man that made it, man I hate it

We inherited that

Still we blessed

Still we blessed

Reflections within, I'm praying to god more

How can I be sure that I'll make it out?

28 years, I'm only living now

This shit is crazy

My dad was 7 years older than me when his heart gave out, blue line, had to be

Jump started

Ma telling me she gon' get divorced, I was 10, 12, 13

Trust parted

My uncle texted me 2018, send me your music, I wanna hear it

I just started

He was proud of me

I could feel it

I never sent it

I'm in my feelings

Rehab couldn't hold him

Nothing could

Now he's gone for good, misunderstood

That's why i been taking more than I should

I inherited that

We still blessed

Yeah

We still blessed

You ever google how to break a generational curse?

Where the fuck do I begin?

Family therapy just smile and pretend,

Comfort in living right outside of your zen

Maybe this the year I get it right

I deserve it

Put the drugs away, keep the women aside

Don't you run away, don't you turn and hide

Aren't you sick of living someone else's life?

28 years, you been sitting on the side

Hoping for a miracle, well here it is

Its me

Surprise surprise, YDV

Nobody fuckin' with me

Turn up the block

Turn up the scene

Go ahead and stock up

Nobody clippin' the dream

We inherited that

We been blessed

Seeds let em grow

Everything is golden

Oblivion and dope

Seeds let em grow

Everything is golden

Oblivion and dope

Roll it up and hold it

Suicide doors

Baby come in focus

I don't really gloat

Hands on the foreign

Show me motivation

Flowin' coast to coast

Pull up and embrace it

Don't you get exposed

I been so damn patient

Imma let it go

Changing up the station

Blowin' up my phone

I knew this all along

I knew this all along

I been moving slowly

Now I'm on the go

I knew this all along

I knew this all along

I been moving slowly

Now I'm on the go

I knew this all along

I knew this all along

I knew this all along

I knew this all along