Puzzle Lyrics

I used to like doing things, not so much anymore

The thrill is gone like BB King and I don't like leaving my door

I get nervous in cars now, I get nervous in planes

My anxiety is through the roof and my friends think I'm insane

I'm avoiding their phone calls, don't want to talk anymore

I don't want to explain because my brain is strained and my mental health is poor

My brain is like a puzzle, a puzzle still in the box

Surrounded by rubble, I can't find any thoughts

They say you need to relax dude, they say you need to stay calm

I say up your butt, you can go to hell cause you're not my fucking mom

But I know I'm missing out here, yes I know I'm missing things

But I'm working hard on my reverse card so it's looking bright for me

Maybe I'll make an appointment, maybe I'll see someone soon

But I'm afraid they'll tell me what I already know and I'll walk out of the room

My brain is like a puzzle, a puzzle still in the box

Surrounded by rubble, I can't find any thoughts

I'm trying to bring that stress down, I'm trying to be all zen

Buy the slightest thing that my day might bring can make me mad again

I need to figure things out soon, I need to think of a plan

I need to organize and get things in line but I'm not that kind of man

I like to keep things sporadic, embrace the chaos and pain

I like to play with mistakes all day then wake up and fail again

My brain is like a puzzle, a puzzle still in the box

Surrounded by rubble, I can't find any thoughts

But maybe it's different now, we shall see

I don't think there is calmness left in me

Don't mangle my message, I'm fragile and precious

My heart's big like Texas, thank you for listening