Futurephobia Lyrics

Shit, I'm finna be late

Ain't no way I miss my first day of high school today

I don't even wanna go, but I just don't have a say

I'm not fuckin' with the school, but shit, my parents don't play

Already knew a lot of people, they all went to my middle school Crazy thing about the students here, they all just belittle you

If you ain't smart enough or good enough they finna spit at you

Throw a fit at you, make you feel like you're fuckin' miniature, damn

I had to think of something, I felt like I had nothing

I had some discussions, I never said to the public

I gotta find a way to straight up take me to the summit

Make them take me serious, won't be need for discussion, look

So I had a fuckin' plan out

I ain't good at anything, how am I supposed to stand out?

Call me the kid with visions, cause I saw how shit would pan out

I hit up my boy Adi, he was rappin' from his fam's house

Then I dropped my first tape, would get like ten streams, it would make my whole day

I would make my way to school and people had a lot to say

I told them"Imma make it big one day, you don't gotta wait"

Look

Fast forward a couple years

I'm in college now, baby, I gotta shift all my gears

This the time that's in my life I have to face all my fears

And work with my peers

I gotta put my blood, sweat, and tears

But I'm scared I'm gonna lose me

Stop caring about the music, only loose-leaf

The thought of me being consumed

By the money and the views

Got me dazed and confused, made me lose sleep

But that shit ain't finna happen

I got ten streams on my tape, I was ecstatic

He tryna donate money to me, I ain't finna have it

I just wanna make sure that's a habit

Cause I know I can lose myself quick if I don't grab it

Shit, I'm finna be late

I can't miss the studio session I booked for today

So I gotta dip before I miss the go-ahead train

So much shit up on my brain, you must've thought I was insane

Look

Get the fuck up out my bed

But not before I check my phone to see what people saying

You see I dropped a couple songs in the last couple of days

I got a couple of plays

But that been hittin' refresh like every

30 streams in a week? The fuck, that can't be right, I mean

30 streams in a week?

I deserve better, fuck these people thinkin' of me?

I don't know what that's about, that shit just fucked up my week

I'm Trap Papi, man you know I'm fuckin' Tahmeed

You runnin' with me, these people gotta come and see me, look

So I count up the score, in my head I'm still losing, so I'm working some more, you see?

Look

The last couple of years

I been making more money than all of my peers

I figured out the formula, shifted all of my gears

They don't want good music, the people yearn for the near

The people just want what's next, the people just want the trends

The people just wanna catch a song to post for all they friends

But lately I been consumed by the money and the views

Got me dazed and confused, why I have so much less

As I'm pondering about my lack of streams

I keep refreshing couple minutes for some dopamine

Oh shit, look, there's my station

Look down at my phone, I got a notification

I got another stream, now it's sitting at like 31

Swear it's like an addition, cause I still don't feel like I'm good enough

Runnin' up, eyes still on my phone like I don't give a fuck

Reluctantly waiting for the stream number to start blowing up

Running to my train and fuck, I just missed it

Too busy refreshing, I guess I fucking dismissed it

All cause I was consumed by the streams and the listens

Shoulda taken it back to when I was the kid with the visions, yeah Shoulda taken it back to when I was the kid with the visions, yeah

Shoulda taken it back to when I was the kid with the visions, yeah