The day you killed yourself Lyrics

The day you killed yourself

The day you ended your pain

Now you're gone

I'll see you soon

I remember the silence, that shattered my world

The echo of your absence, like a knife that curled

Around my heart, and squeezed so tight

The day you left, the darkest night

I found your room, empty and cold

The pillow where you used to hold

Your dreams so close, now stained with tears

You were my sister through all the years

But you slipped away, without a sound

Left me standing on this broken ground

And I can't shake this hollow pain

Wishing I could bring you back again

The day you killed yourself, I lost a part of me

A piece of light faded into eternity

You hid the hurt behind your smile

While I was blind all the while

I never knew you were on that ledge

Your life unraveling at the edge

Now all that's left are memories

And the haunting question of why you couldn't see

How did I miss the signs?

Why didn't you reach out to me?

You carried all that weight alone

And I was too blind to see

I would've held you close

I would've never let you fall

But you slipped away into the dark

And now I feel so small

I found your diary hidden in a drawer

Every word you wrote, I couldn't ignore

Pages filled with battles, a war inside your mind

Low self-esteem, addictions, a love you couldn't find

You cried for help in every line

How could I have missed the signs?

You were drowning right before my eyes

Lost in the pain you tried to disguise

You wrote about the shadows that chased you every day

The bottle that numbed the words you couldn't say

How you felt unloved, unseen, alone

Fighting demons that had made your soul their home

I wish I could've read those words before

I wish I'd known how much you tore

Inside, while you wore that smile

Pretending you were fine all the while

How did I miss the signs?

Why didn't you reach out to me?

You carried all that weight alone

And I was too blind to see

I would've held you close

I would've never let you fall

But you slipped away into the dark

And now I feel so small

The day you killed yourself, my world fell apart

You left a wound so deep, a scar on my heart

I promise I'll remember all the things you couldn't say

How did I miss the signs?

Why didn't you reach out to me?

You carried all that weight alone

And I was too blind to see

I would've held you close

I would've never let you fall

But you slipped away into the dark

And now I feel so small

The day you killed yourself, my world fell apart

You left a wound so deep, a scar on my heart

I promise I'll remember all the things you couldn't say