let me go Lyrics

I've been trying to find my way

Find the path to lead to change

But every time I open up, I find

Another roadblock along the way

Stop and question if I'm okay

How it's been for my whole life

Waiting for a chance to let you see

I don't allow a person to know me

Cause if I do, and when they leave

I know I'll find myself awake

Trying my hardest to fall asleep

Wishing never again to breathe

Cause in the end, it's all the same

And I need you to let me go

I'll drive my car off a bridge

Just for one second to forgive

Myself for mistakes that I wish

I truly never messed up and did

Growing up fast, but I was still just a kid

So why did I have to know all that I did?

I felt like an adult before the age of 15

The way I knew that the world would throw hell onto me

Waiting for a chance to let you see

I don't allow a person to know me

Cause if I do, and when they leave

I know I'll find myself awake

Trying my hardest to fall asleep

Wishing never again to breathe

Cause in the end, it's all the same

And I need you to let me go

I'm a broken soul, I want to be okay

I been trying to change, babe i'm fading away

I've been fighting so long, just to feel like a fake

Yeah I just wanna leave, but I can't find an escape

Please answer when I call

I'm afraid of being left alone

After the last girl ignored all the signs

I didn't want to keep living that night

I wanted death for the most of my life

And now I'm scared about when it's my time

I'm afraid if I'll die with no-one on my side

But there isn't a point of still trying to find

Another broken soul who's waiting for me to hold

Cause how could I be warm if we're both sitting cold?

I don't wanna live until I'm 60 years old

But I haven't felt alive since the day I was born

Please don't let me go