bicycle Lyrics

They tell me don't self-medicate

It'll only bring me more headaches

And they ask me why I'm so afraid

Today is a good day for a good day

They tell me just get out of bed

It'd be easier if I could get out of my head

And they don't get why I'm not okay

They thought I'd be better by yesterday

I can't explain that it's not all the same

If I could get out then I would get out

And I wish I could tell you about my dad

And why the thought of him always makes me sad

It's a vicious cycle on my bicycle

But I never learned how to ride

I don't get to church on time, can you still love Jesus and wanna die

I wish the big man would take it away

But I guess like thorns, some things just stay

Can you think back to that night

You were looking at me and I asked why

You couldn't even keep a straight face

You just laughed at me and then looked away

I can't explain that it's not all the same

If I could get out then I would get out

And I wish I could tell you about my dad

And why the thought of him always makes me sad

It's a vicious cycle on my bicycle

But I never learned how to ride